The horror never really went away.
I played Brutal Doom - Hell on Earth Starter Pack last evening. It is probably one of the best action games that you can play for free, if fast-paced FPS and gore is your thing. After that I couldn't sleep well over the night, which is to be expected. There are things that you may forget, but feelings no.
Maybe I am just yearning for the days when I hid behind my brother and watched him play Doom II: Hell on Earth just once more. I would become so scared that I would run away and shake my mother awake from her afternoon nap for a hug.
Time to prepare for the second session of Apocalypse World. Still hoping for the day I can play as player, or become addicted to being the MC, or NC, or whatever.