I have rather contradicting preferences. For example, I love cute and lovely things, but I also love grotesque genres. I listen to bossa nova, electronica and heavy metal. I like both retro and cyberpunk styles.
I consider myself a very rational person, not always in the good way. I am sometimes disgusted or terrified by the incompatibilities between minds. At the same time I am intrigued by insanities of fictional characters. They are like proxies of my craziness, shouting and screaming for the inner me, so that I can remain calm and quiet.
May also be the reason I enjoy the yuri genre.