Fantasies

My ability of imagination varies significantly from time to time. Sometimes I am far away from the reality, living in my paracosm without interacting with the outside world (except from fulfilling biological needs). Other times I feel trapped and stripped of dreams, incapable of any abstract thinking and non-empirical observations.

I would prefer having dreams and imaginations. After all I believe that what I perceive is my whole world. Expanding it beyond reality and in any direction I like only seems beneficial and satisfying.

Dreaming is a passive way of living fantasies without explicit effort, but it is not very reliable and lasts only for a short period of time. I really want to retain my ability to create my own utopia, even if only in my brain.